A rainy winter morning, I somehow lost my way
It came without a warning, that freezing winter day
I looked into the mirror, and tears came to my eyes
The shaking of my body, it took me by surprise
Will it ever leave, will it never cease…?
Spring released the winter, the greening everywhere
Yet colors to my feelings, have been replaced by fear
I left the shallow waters, into the deep blue sea
And rising to the surface, my childhood's haunting me
Will I ever learn, will I never turn
to the sun (and) light?
Remember our dreaming, is this the feeling
I lost ? (don't you give up the fight)
If everything's changing, we keep on claiming
the love - of our life
The gentle wind of summer, has set my body free
A sudden tick of insight, I lost my protective shield
Defenceless and unsettled, I got onboard a train
I think I lost my feeling, my past a pouring rain
Will it ever leave, will it never cease…?
I realized in autumn, the fog of fall remains
I must address the daemons, I must resist their claims
I need to take decisions, even if I cannot see
Their impact to my living, I hope they set me free
Will I ever learn, will I never turn
to the sun (and) light?
Remember our dreaming, this is the feeling
I lost (don't you give up the fight)
If everything's changing, we keep on claiming
the love - of our life